[*Forever Young*]

22.2.06

\\*Final Countdown*//

Devils and Angels are still fighting!!!

Not sure why am I writing this post. But tomorrow is going to be the final exam for Java programming. Also my worst nightmare. No matter what happens tomorrow, I know I have tried my best. I would need all the luck in this final exam. And after I clear it and get into my BSS option, all I wanna do is to thank my lecturer for his help and helping me to get through. Yes, it seems I have already achieve a D- or close to it but tomorrow will give me the final chance to get a better grade probably even a D or D+. And from then never ever to see Java programming again in my life. Yes, lets just pray for this paper.

[*89757*]*|6:18 AM|

14.2.06

\\*Valentine's Day*//

Not sure what to write. Just wanna say Happy Valentine's Day to all couples out there. And Happy Friendship Day to all singles out there.
Good night to my peeps out there~~ This is the baby face assassin signing off~~

[*89757*]*|6:58 AM|

12.2.06

\\*SG Idol Auditions Day 2*//

Ok...Sad to say I am out of SG Idol auditions first round. It was totally different from what I had expected. This is perhaps the second part of my dream which I did not dreamt of. Being separated from my friends is ok but getting eliminated is shocking. I entered the audition room and to my surprise, the judges are just some backstage crew instead of Dick, Ken, Florence and Jacintha. While waiting for results, my heart sank real low when my number was the last one to be called out from the group. I thought I was through but in fact no! Even my own friends were not spared. Who are these idiots without any music background to judge us?? Come on organisers, at least give us the 4 judges!!!

Lousy singers go through and the better ones are eliminated so fast. Now I know those audition rounds that we see on TV are not real. Not to mention how on earth Sylvester Sim can make it through first round despite his lousy singing and poor attitude in the first round. SG Idol 2004 first round auditions were based on lucky draw according to some of the contestants that took part previously.

Still in a very bad mood. Practice so hard, change my singing style so much that it sounded more natural and much better according to comments given by friends. I thought I was nearly there. Then again thanks to those backstage crew as judges and I am out. If the judges had been Dick, Florence, Ken and Jacintha, I would have nothing to say as they have vast experience in both music as well as the entertainment industry.

This competition is so unfair!!! We want to be re-auditioned again!!!!And this time give us Dick Lee, Ken Lim, Florence Lian and Jacintha!!! Have to stop here now!! Gotta concentrate on my upcoming exams!! Good night!!

~~So I say alittle prayers and hope my dreams will take me there...Where the skies are blue to see you once again....My Love~~~

[*89757*]*|8:58 AM|

11.2.06

\\*SG Idol Auditions Day 1*//

Today suddenly became a very happening day for me. I also had no idea why I signed up for this SG Idol stuff. Maybe my dreams are leading me to somewhere but I really do not know.

Woke up at 8am, bath and change then rush down to meet my friend W. Both of us reach Cinileisure around 9.30am. And to make things worse, we queued at the wrong place!! Eventually the organisers lead all of us to the correct queue point. At the registration queue, I could hardly believe it! Actually it was expected also. I think there were at least 2000 people in front of us. Strangely enough, I ended up mixing with the people in front and behind of us. Got to know 2 working ladies namely E and S(both already 26), plus 4 guys R, D, G and Z. Got another 2 malay gals, but can't recall their names. What a coincidence, G was actually my senior when I was studying in ITE back then. No wonder he look so familiar. Lolz. Soon the whole group were chatting and talking as if we knew each other for a long

time. Then more funny things happened along the way. Daniel Ong came along and 'borrowed' us plus a group of others in the queue. He wanted us to film the ad for SG Idol and we had to shout something like:"SINGAPORE IDOL TONIGHT ON 5!!" Next Gurmit came along and motivate the crowd with his jokes and talking. And also he was picking out people to be interview with the usual questions: What makes you wanna join SG Idol? Or even ask you to sing in front of the camera. Think got caught on cam at least 3 times today. So embarassing. Oh no!! Hope I won't be shown on TV.(Later the whole SP will know I am who)

As time passes, R suggest each of us sing our songs. Wow, when it came to my turn, I sang my song. Titled . All of us were singing and raising our spirits. And more funny, when we look at each other's forms, mine was strangely funny. They ask me if I had joined the correct competition (should be in Project Superstar instead) because I had written Andy Lau and Jacky Cheung as my idols. While they had all written international English pop acts as their idols. So W ask me if I was gonna sing Jacky Cheung's In Love With You . Yaya it was funny. But I was just stating down truthful facts on the form.Lolz

Time passes very fast suddenly and it was already close to 6pm. The organisers annnounced that we would only be registered today and auditioned tomorrow. By the time we registered it was 8pm. And sadly enough I would be separated from my new friends and my own friend. I was given the 8pm to 12pm time slot the next day.Plus I was the last contestant for this time slot while my friends are the first contestants for the 12pm to 4pm timeslot the next day. This is really happening like the way my dream was leading me. I practically have no idea at all. Perhaps it was fated to turn out this way. Whether I make it to the next round or not, I will do my outermost best to prove myself to the judges and not to let myself down. Come to think of it, I suddenly felt I sounded like Bryan McFadden of Westlife after I change my singing style. Lolz. I think I am mad now after one whole day of standing. Alright gotta stop..and rest well for tomorrow's auditions. Good night to my peeps out there~~

[*89757*]*|6:41 AM|

8.2.06

\\*1st post*//

Finally its up!! After so long finally decided to reopen my blog.

Devils and angels are fighting in my world..Getting stressed up over it. Just really unsure who will be victorious. Just what on earth is happening to me these few weeks??Life is suddenly turning upside down ever since I recovered from a near 40 degrees fever. Plus not to mention getting stalk by some ah lian. Seem to have turn into another person but I am not too sure myself. I am still trying to find myself after so long. The real me!! Yeah the real me!! It seems like my spilt personality is getting the better of me!!
But then again wait! Singapore Idol is just a few days away!! Looking forward to it!!

Spend my Saturday afternoon at Jurong Point, supporting J-SLAM. Took a couple of photos. Not very nice as I was in the wrong position during that time. In case you have no idea who are they, let me just introduce them. It is a group consisting of 4 girls and 1 guy(their guitarist). They will be performing at the Talent Quest 06 finals on 1 Apr 06.

In just 3 weeks time it will be a major battle at the end of my Poly 1st year. Victory is a must!! Ended the night by chatting with someone special over the phone. Don't probe over who this special person is. Good night..Getting physically tired...Plus there is an interview tomorrow for my Java project. Wish me luck!! Everything is counting on this project and hope Mr Goy gives me a high grade which will ensure my smooth passage to my option!! Ok gotta stop here now. Good night~~

[*89757*]*|7:42 AM|